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Friday, January 06, 2012

nngggggrrruu

All major drugs aside (and not being
compared from personal experience),
coming down from caffeine overdosage
is one of the worst things you can do
to yourself...

... especially if you're a hypochondriac...

 

Premise:
I drank a shit ton of coffee at about 2oo
in the afternoon without knowing it.

What it felt like:
Completely exhausted but utterly restless.
Awake but verging unconsciousness from
hours of weakness and lightheadedness.
Paranoid (even if you're not a hypochondriac)
and majorly depressed.

I thought something was going to snap in my
brain (either from the caffeine or from being
wide awake at about 5oo am) and was totally
wiggin' out thinking I was going to go Ashton
Kutcher Butterfly Effect and phase out and
slaughter someone or some people and blur
back to real life and see what I had done.

I literally looked up mental institutions to,
for a single night, detain me until I was detoxed.

 

Holy fricken' potatoes! It was horrible.

 

//postscript.
I'm fine now; still feel a little shitty.
Thinking I'm just now getting the flu
that's been going around. rrggrrhhng

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Monday, January 02, 2012

Numb Is The Best Feeling You'll Never Feel

January 1st, 2012

I haven't felt like this in years.
Cloud hasn't shared Sky with Sun
in what seems like months, and
like vampire-Superman, I revel
soaking this tasty blood let by Sun.

#drives #tunes #unfinished


Wednesday, May 25, 2011

NonFiction

melted toothpaste, like glaciers, conform to my toothbristles
that i lay flat as a horizon to a plastic orange cup sunset.

the tempermental rain provokes Thunder and
screams and yells and curses boom the city
while fading figments of faeries or spiders
scurry across the floor.. the walls.. the lights..

i rarely beckon the lights before supper;
natural lighting has always been my preference,
yet this sixteenth hour's torched the room fourfold.

the faint smell of smashed and processed tomatoes
lingers on a nearby napkin simultaneously tempting
and disgusting my dear friend, appetite.

no serious work could be done today in this drearhole.

the carefully churned misery from Rain and Thunder's
bickering blankets the city in such a cold and wet blanket.

c'est moche. from personal experience:
seven and a half pounds of ground turkey
and two dozen eggs all juggled down the
heterogeneously stewed streets in four sopping
paper bags with one or two spare fingers
for that last gallon of milk.

Stoeumpf and i press together under our
better-than-snuggie slanket for warmth and comfort.
"stay young... stay young...," they wail.

i close my eyes, and the glum glow on my eyelids
faded to a flicker as the reel reached its end.


Saturday, April 16, 2011

Two Pieces of Sh*tvice

Always walk with, not against the wind
whilst crop dusting. You'll enjoy it.

Loading your 7-11 nachos with disgusting
amounts of cheese and chili is a great treat
for monsieur GI.


Tuesday, December 14, 2010

h'I hate us. [hiatus]

I haven't been able to (seriously) write.
It has been Such a long time...

I want to return to my xanga home
and iron my voice on this digital fabric
spouting the melodrama you sank into..

.. did you sink..?

 

or.
baby, turn away; things have changed:

the development of dejection.
    the maturation of mulled misery.
        the detrimental. the despondent.
    the detrimentally despondent.
why? and what now?

no reason, and nothing.



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